i think im goin crazy

Xion · Post by **Xion** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 8:04 am

man its now 3:00 a.m. sunday nothins on except the computer and the volumes off but im hearin fuckin music in my head like a piano and it sounds pretty kickass yet idunno were its comin from or if its a song i heard earlier today its really wierd im just hearin it maybe im gonna be like the next mozzart or somthin whatever... im gonna play this with my new band yea!!!!

airsoft guy · Post by **airsoft guy** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 8:28 am

That would happen in the summer around here, I thought I was going insane. I'd hear drums and shit coming from my backyard, my backyard looking somewhat like Vietnam:

So of course the logical solution was to grab my rifle and wander around trying to find where the sound was coming from, and then kill whoever was on my land.

Turns out it was some assholes about a quarter mile away who throw this parties like every fucking week because they're rich cock suckers who can toss money around. They're probably the same dickheads that shoot off fireworks in November. That pissed me off because it's all rainy here in November and the fireworks would scare the shit out of my dog.

So my advice is to secure a weapon and look around for the culprit. Once found make them suffer.

Blargh · Post by **Blargh** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 8:34 am

'Music' often rises unbidden within my minds. Not memory, nor literal sound(s). 'Music'. Like a tide.

But one reason why I loath it so.

Alas, I found that killing them doesn't work. They always find replacements. Vengeful gnats that they are.

At most, they can be drowned through competition, though it is only a temporary solution.

Koki · Post by **Koki** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 9:46 am

I only smell things

baby arm · Post by **baby arm** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 10:35 am

Maybe you should start a smell journal. It's very theraputic.

Nicolai · Post by **Nicolai** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 1:02 pm

I taste things.

Thor Kaufman · Post by **Thor Kaufman** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 4:25 pm

farts

Megatron · Post by **Megatron** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 6:40 pm

one time i thought i could hear voices but my speakers have a built-in radio that kick in sometimes at a really low volume, just fyi

Post by **King of Creation** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 7:26 pm

I hear dead people

No really

It's called the history channel

VasikkA · Post by **VasikkA** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 8:07 pm

Back to the topic; voices in head + crystal meth combo works best when writing lyrics. Add a bit of alcohol for an additional effect. The creativity peak is approx 18 minutes after the initial 'whoa, dude' utterance, so make sure you have enough paper and pens(not long ones or you may stab yourself and people around you). I'm sure your band will kick the crap out of Marilyn Manson and Fall Out Boy. Rock on, hombres!

johnnygothisgun · Post by **johnnygothisgun** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 8:21 pm

Tim O'Brien, in his book, The Things They Carried, writes of a group of men on listening post duty in the mountains of Vietnam who hear violins, then a glee club, then a cocktail party, and then an opera.

While he served in Vietnam, he heard the story second hand.

vx trauma · Post by **vx trauma** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 8:25 pm

if you hear voices in your head, take notes what they are saying.

Aneurysm · Post by **Aneurysm** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 8:39 pm

One time me and a couple of mates were returning from a bar near the countryside when they decided to do a little prank on me, they stopped the car and asked me to get another beer case from the trunk.After I got out they drove away and I was left in the middle of nowhere.Maybe it was from all the stuff I had drunk but after like half an hour I started hearing drums and some sort of chanting coming from deep inside the forest

atoga · Post by **atoga** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 8:56 pm

What kind of friends do you have, Aneurysm?

I hear voices and Bartok / Wendy Carlosesque melodies in my head quite frequently; frequently when drifting off to sleep and infrequently otherwise. It's like my life is a damn Kubrick film. Doye.

baby arm · Post by **baby arm** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 9:30 pm

The only time I had a serious "hearing voices" situation was when I went cold turkey about 5 years ago. I would hear people all around me talking shit and planning to do horrible things to me 24/7. It was pretty scary at first. Then, on the third day, I realized that the voices would say whatever I thought. So it was a relief to know I was just in a psychotic episode and not going to be murdered by family members and total strangers.

Megatron · Post by **Megatron** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 9:49 pm

posting while crazy

Thor Kaufman · Post by **Thor Kaufman** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 10:05 pm

Depends on the stuff, obviously.

What exactly is the matter?

Maybe you would try the Megatronish way to solve stuff. :hey:

Megatron · Post by **Megatron** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 11:04 pm

posting while crazy

baby arm · Post by **baby arm** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 11:41 pm

I don't know if you're serious or not so I'll just assume you are. If you can get help through your college then do it. It won't affect your permanent record or anything if that's what you're worried about. In fact, if your school was to let it be known that you sought therapy to anyone they would be open to a major lawsuit and you would be rich. Universities have to be very careful about things like that.

Take care of your shit first and worry about other people later.

Thor Kaufman · Post by **Thor Kaufman** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 11:42 pm

you'll finally handle it and come out stronger than before, you're the mighty Megatron, never forget that :wiseinternetman:

Besides, I doubt, one of those psycho-psychiatrists might help anyone, but I might be prejudiced, I never really was in such therapy. Maybe just go out and have some fun and try not to overvalue everything?